Holiday love
Hi yall,
I hope some of us did sign out of the list as I was on vacation.
I'm back in a different universe... I'm back and I'm
no
more incel, definitely out of the prison :)... I was in between
"normal"
and incel for a while, now I'm definitely a "normal".
I'm signing in just to sign out.
Of course there's a lot more to say about the holiday, but the topic here
is
(lack of) relationship.
I met a nice lady who
says
she loves me, I like her. She doesn't know I was incel, she doesn't
know
she's only the second woman I know.
She's a very shy and nice lady, she hadn't been with a guy
for
almost 2 years (she didn't tell this to me but to someone else, so I
believe
her.) We went to the house where I was staying; she didn't have a room
to
stay so I proposed her to sleep with me, she hesitated and finally
said
yes. In bed, I told her she was beautiful (she's not very pretty but
has one
of the most beautiful faces I've ever seen) I kissed her, I hugged her,
I
caressed her and we made love...
She didn't want to stay all night with me and went to sleep elsewhere.
The
second night, she was a little bit ashamed to stay with me.
We had to stay apart for a few days but when we got back together
we couldn't stay
in the same room the first night, but managed to on the 2nd.
We went back to the place where I was staying. We stayed together one week and had sex (not necessary
intercourse
but caress, hand job, cunnilingus, etc...) at least twice a day
(sometimes 3 times a day!) (I can't say I'm the best lover, I can't
keep it
up as much as I want to, hopefully I'll find a way to have more sexual
power... but she seems to not care much and she was fulfilled most of
the
times)
In a previous post on this list, I was wondering if all women tasted
the
same... They don't :-)
I don't know if I want to commit with her. I don't know if we can...
She has
a lots of needs and it frightens me. Also it doesn't seem that she
wants me
to help her that much.
(I'm also studying the possibilities to move over there!)
I'll stay on the list for a very little while and will definitely
sign out
soon.
Cheers,
The world is full of opportunities, catch them!
